Game Over.

I have resigned myself to the fact that I have to learn to live with this job and plan for my next move. But what if my next move is as unsuccessful as this one? What if I apply for graduate schools and I don't get accepted anywhere. What do I do then?

I feel like life is just starting for everybody I know. They have all these great opportunities that will further their career. And I guess I'm jealous because I don't have that opportunity. Yes, it is true - I don't know why I'm in this situation now and it could prove to be beneficial later in life but I'm really not feeling that right now. I feel like I've backed myself into a dead end and my only exit has been blocked off.