Problem/Obsession.

Thinking about my previous post today I think I've realized I have a problem. I should just accept the fact that I can't see the Killers and move on, right? But no, I have the idea in me and now I'm determined to see them. Whatever the cost may be. Do I need real therapy, the shrink to patient kind? Or am I just enjoying life? Is it ok that I do these things because I'm young? Once I get older and settle down and crap I'll stop making these types of crazy decisions, right?